i wish the world of pain would let me go.
it won’t, of course; i’ll walk on even so.
i could not have imagined where i’d be,
or that the magic morning would
have so abandoned
me
the waves will try to soothe my throbbing soul,
but I cannot believe right now
the bruised can still be whole.
the pains i’m feeling in my chest are strong;
i’m thinking i won’t feel these pains
for all that very long —
i wish the constant pain would let me be.
it won’t, of course; and so i must go on with agony —
i could not have imagined life this way,
or that the magic morning would
turn into heartless
day