what didn’t happen…

she loves the autumn colors,
and what’s more, they love her too;
they have since she was just
a little girl

and this one is a golden one,
and peace is on the lakeside,
and she finds time to get right
with her world

  what didn’t happen
  had to didn’t happen,
  what never was
  was never meant to be –
  what didn’t happen
  is a lot of nothing,
  so she’ll not add it
  to her misery

sometimes, the scent is hopelessness,
sometimes, the scent is hope;
the sky beneath her shows
the sky above

and life is less than fairy tales,
and more than her ideals,
and everything that’s real
is really love

  what didn’t happen
  had to didn’t happen,
  what never was
  was never meant to be –
  what didn’t happen
  is a lot of nothing,
  so she’ll not add it
  to her misery

across the hillside, down the way,
a single bird is flying,
it makes its lonely way
into the blue

her heart goes out to all of those
who’ve felt the things she’s feeling,
to try to do whatever
she can do —

  what didn’t happen
  had to didn’t happen,
  what never was
  was never meant to be –
  what didn’t happen
  is a lot of nothing,
  so she’ll not add it
  to her misery

  what didn’t happen
  simply didn’t happen,
  what never was
  is part of history –
  what didn’t happen
  didn’t change what happened,
  so she’ll not add
  insult to injury

  no, she’ll not add it
  to her misery

Then Music

Then music gave me walls when there
Was no place left to hide,
And lyrics made me you, so I
Could lay down by your side,
We danced there in my silver dream,
And joy was running free —
For music gave me hope when there
Seemed no hope left for me.

There was a bitter time when I
Felt ringed in with despair,
Exposed to all the elements
And bowed beneath my care,
An open sort of laughter rang
Of onlookers’ derision,
As second- and third-guessed I was
For ever damned decision

Then music made me walls when there
Was no place left to hide,
And lyrics made me you, so you
Would be there, by my side,
We danced there in my silver dream,
And joy was running free —
For music gave me hope when there
Seemed no hope left for me.

I knew one day I’d know you, I
Had met you in a song,
The twisting roads of loneliness
Had stretched on for so long,
And all the earthly signs had said
“Go back. You had your chance.”
That dreams were made for other heads,
By fate, or happenstance —

Then music gave me walls when there
Was no place left to hide,
And lyrics made me you, so I
Could lay down by your side,
We dance now in a silver dream,
And joy keeps running free —
For you’re the music of my hope
My life’s best melody

For you’re the music of my hope,
My life’s best melody

Nothing Beats Friends

Summer goes, and summer evenings
Sometimes wander aimlessly;
Takes us back to years and places,
Timeless, easy, young, and free –

So much that we lose for loving,
All the obstacles time sends —
    But there is nothing, nothing
    That beats friends.

Growing up and on together,
Still in moments motion made,
Necks that know all kinds of weather,
Favorite shirts that tear and fade –

So much that we gain for giving,
Sorrow shared, its own amends —
    For there is nothing, nothing
    That beats friends.

  Call upon the years to blossom,
  Playing date and playing ‘possum,
  Hopeful scholars, bashful truants,
  Brides-to-be and honor students

Eyes that shine with tears of gladness,
In the moments in-between;
Shoulders used in shades of sadness,
Love that breaks the quarantine

Losing, gaining, laughing, grieving,
Here, through all the fads and trends —
    Yes, there is nothing, nothing
    That beats friends —

    No, there is nothing, nothing
    That beats friends.

Roundelay

What
Is this moment here, in time,
How
Is it that we’ve come this way?
Where
Is the conscience of the queen,
Why
Do I hear a roundelay?

Light
As the morning, clear and true,
Sharp
As the pangs of love at bay,
Red
As the blood that pounds my ears,
Why
Do I hear a roundelay?

There
In an office, block and grid,
Dreams
Of a whole-life, far away,
Eyes
Of the hope of love gone right –
Why
Do I hear a roundelay?

What
Is this feeling that I feel?
Lost
In eternity, astray,
You
On the edge of guiltlessness,
Why
Do I hear a roundelay?

Fell In Love On A Winter Day

Fell in love on a winter day
At the beach, by the fire
Wind blows – I’m caught in the middle now
Oh, my light

And everything that she told me
Her words, her warm lips
Her soft hair came falling down
Oh, my life
Winter night

Fell in love by a winter fire
‘Neath the stars, by the waves
I’m lost – I’m caught in the middle now
Oh, my life

And all the things that she told me
Of a love that would live for a thousand years
Dying fire
Oh, my light
Fire’s gone
Winter night

And everything that she told me
All her words in a rush
Oh, I’m caught in the middle now
Come back night
Come back night
Come back
Night

[Written when I was nineteen]

Bosiah

We saw the world in parallax,
Beyond the last horizon;
Bosiah’s orange sky enraged:
And rain was falling,
Falling,
Falling down –
The rain was everywhere —
Bosiah

We saw the galaxies awry,
In skies beyond tomorrow;
Bosiah’s living heart laid bare:
And rain was falling,
Falling,
Falling down –
The rain was everywhere —
Bosiah

The rain that washes worlds away
The night that swallows up the day
The price the universe must pay
Bosiah
Bosiah

The energy that turns back in
The harmony that turns to din
The answer as to where we’ve been
Bosiah —
Bosiah —

The last thing seen before the dawn,
The scent of thyme and tarragon;
The world that’s ever spinning on —
And rain was falling,
Falling,
Falling down –
The rain was everywhere —
Bosiah

And rain was falling,
Falling,
Falling down –
The rain was everywhere —
Bosiah

Bosiah

The Poison

[Driving to work, these words started going through my head, so I wrote them down. I’m not entirely sure what they mean. – Owen]

You have to siphon off the poison,
Siphon off the poison;
You have to siphon off the poison,
While you still have life.

The day is like a madhouse, with
The many “I’s” that make a “me”;
I’m told to mind the details, so
I cross an “i” and dot a “t”

Or maybe that’s all backwards;
I don’t know, I am too tense —
Ethereal, and serial,
And liable to condense —

You have to siphon off the poison,
Siphon off the poison;
You have to siphon off the poison
Causing all the strife.

I saw man with many legs,
He had too many, in the main;
But from them, he was very rich,
A super-crural gravy train

He told me I could do with more,
By I have still have these aging two;
This strange and newfound paucity,
What is a man to do?

You have to siphon off the poison,
Siphon off the poison;
You have to siphon off the poison,
Please do not tempt fate —

You have to siphon off the poison,
Siphon off the poison;
You have to siphon off the poison,
Before it’s –

Too late

I See It In Your Eyes

Earworm

Write whatever you normally write about, and weave in a book quote, film quote, or song lyric that’s been sticking with you this week.


The love has gone, I see it in your eyes.
The spark no longer there, the restlessness —
I wonder how we got in such a mess,
And find, in looking back, to my surprise

That love’s turned into memories of two;
Of winter kisses when your lips were blue,
Of days long gone, for now I realize
That love has gone
I see it
In your eyes


Earworm Source Lyrics:

“I Can See It In Your Eyes” by Colin Hay

By your leave, I think that I’ll be going now
I think I’ve stayed a little long
I looked up all my mother’s recipes
I can’t think what I did wrong

We go to a restaurant, but you don’t like wine
You say it’s love you want, but there is no time
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
You keep staring at the floor

I used to look at your school photographs
But I don’t have them anymore
I wonder who’s in my old college rooms
Or stuck on my old locker door

I dream of the ships at sea, on a stormy night
I wish that it was me, but I wake in fright
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
I’ve only got myself to blame

Winter kisses when your lips were blue
Like chasing wild geese in the snow
Pressing faces on the window panes
But that’s a long long time ago

We go to a restaurant
You say it’s love you want
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
You’re moving on to something more

(C)1981 EMI Songs Australia Pty Limited
International Copyright Secured. All Rights Reserved.

She Moves

She Moves

On the crowded sidewalk, she
Moves out of the way;
Gone about her self-effacing,
Timid sort of day

But it’s diff’rent out at night:
Who cares who approves?
When the music’s playing, then
She moves
She moves

Music is her lover
Like few men have ever been;
Music gets her, gets into her,
Puts her in a spin
Every time the music starts,
Her whole night improves —
When the music’s going, boy,
She moves
She moves

She might let you dance beside her
But you best be hot
She will leave you in a second
Boy, if you are not

Yes, it’s diff’rent out at night:
Losers, she removes –
When the music’s playing, then
She moves
She moves

Music is her lover
Like few men have ever been;
Music gets her, gets into her,
Puts her in a spin
Every time the music starts,
Her whole night improves —
When the music’s going, boy,
She moves
She moves

When the music’s going, boy,
She moves