… some believe …

 there's some believe in recipes -- 
for life, for love, for making friends --
and so they want a step-by-step
to lead them, surely, to such ends
as motivates their soul and heart,
and so they wait, and never start.

there's some believe life's not that way:
each story different, like each day,
and that to live's to improvise
(for knowledge does not make us wise)
and that discovery's not knowing
but, it's more like bending, flowing,
inching, reaching, floor and ceiling,
earth and sky and simply

feeling

In the Moment

WHEN joy rains down 
 like paint falling from a clear sky, 
 and laughter streaks across pavement, 
 turning the rain into a riot of color, 
 then do I understand togetherness: 
 two parts dignity, 
 and three parts vulnerability, 
 this wonderful mess that is our lives -- 
 hues, pavement and water: 
 time, place, and love. 
 

In An Open Field

In an open field, beyond the weight 
  Of the walls that seem too tight of late, 
  She stares towards what seems foreordained, 
  And a total change of life. 

As the clouds blow quick, and the sun streaks high, 
  There's the moment she knows that there's no more "try", 
  As it's all been ventured, with nothing gained 
  But a broken man-and-wife. 

And a thousand moments come all at once: 
  When the days seemed minutes, then the hours, months, 
  And as the grass blows, she feels a spirit depart, 
  Like a shadow across her mind -- 

In an open field, by a lovers' tree, 
  Wide open has sprung an immensity 
  The she must sail across with but one lone heart, 
  And a much younger girl left behind

[ simple turning. ]

where things stand in relationship 
to one another can result 
in different structures, meaning changed, 
and all from simple turning. 

we think we're things; but we are not. 
we're systems, networks, mysteries 
of flesh and neuron, quark and fire, 
ever still, but always 

burning

anti-traumas

on the other end of the spectrum are 
the things so beautiful that we 
cannot recall them anymore; 
we cast them out of memory. 

the anti-traumas,  one might say: 
the days so perfect, times so sweet, 
we can't admit them into mind 
as though 'joy' brings with it, 

defeat

Those Who’ve Never Felt

Why am I not enough? she thinks, 
But answers never seem to come; 
Where is the girl I used to be? 
It's hard to feel within the numb -- 

But those of you who understand, 
Will know how hollow is the trite 
Advice of those who've never felt 
How cold is space, 
How dark 

The night

sometime spring


it isn't the voice of sometime spring 
that leads the heart the mind the soul
it isn't the birds the warm the wind
that turns the faint young halfling whole

it wasn't the words of comfort said
or the angry ones that ripped the night
it's the season that she keeps inside
that makes the wrangling april right