okay, i understand

okay, i understand she said 
full saying she did not at all 
and i was left to riddle out 
just what had led to my great fall 

for what i ought to know, i don't 
and what i should have seen, i missed -- 
okay, i understand she said 
to someone who now won't 

exist

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she stands out in the sullen sun 
inside herself within  
and tells her dreams this is their day 
and begins to begin 

there's no one else to notice this 
no audience no date 
she brought the sun inside so she 
could finally 

radiate

An Era Bygone

You felt a girl born out of time, 
Your era bygone, long ago -- 
But classic is as classic does 
And I know you know that I know 

That your time's yet, and now, and then: 
Yours is an era not yet through -- 
You felt a girl born out of time, 
But time stands still when you're 

Just you

in joy and thoughtfulness

sometimes, in joy and thoughtfulness, 
the moments stop, and I can see 
the friend I first met years ago, 
and it all comes back, instantly: 

the path you walked, that weary way 
of years unloved and time misspent: 
and I think, oh, my love, please know -- 
you're safe here, and -- 

you're innocent

a checker

he says don't go and so she stays; 
why her, she doesn't understand -- 
as day turns night and night turns day, 
the spent much stronger than the planned -- 

his listless boredom in time drowned, 
she plays her part as he directs: 
a checker, never to be crowned, 
who loves, and never once 

suspects

offstage —

there's days I feel my love is slipping off 
she cannot find her mark --
days it feels like she can't do it all again
things are just stuck
the ground is all muck --

it's like another rehearsal
performances never seem to come
just auditions for an empty part
so many lines
with just no meaning

she hears the sounds of others that say them
she hears the man's voice as it's calling out her name
just the same things every day and every night
it's just too much to take
and she feels about to break

it's the way that offstage feels these days
empty and alone
like a wandering balloon that
has long-since lost it's home
when is her part of the sky?
all of life has gone by --

and she says, "hold me, hold me.
I cannot find my light --
I'm offstage and empty

and cannot face the night -- "

and she says, "all rehearsals,
and I don't give a damn:
I'm always offstage now,

and don't know who I am -- "

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i flung a message into air 
awaiting its return; 
but then, i guess, of folding skills 
i still had much to learn. 

when it came back, its color changed, 
and it was marked with scrawl -- 
i'd only reckoned on my heart, 
and not on yours 

at all

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we loved in voyages of mind 
though we were called "too young", 
and ours was a music purer than 
the tunes most often sung. 

i cannot tell you why it was, 
or how it came to be -- 
i only know its time was brief, 
just one 

eternity

For You I Can Be

WHEN THE DAY presses down like a barbell on a rack, 
Like an iron on a shirt, like sharp noise upon the ears, 
Come to me, and I will soothe your nerves, 
I'll be a place to rest, and you can feel the pressure 
Slowly start to lift 

Maybe nothing takes the pain away, and nothing ever could, 
But you at least don't need the tension of the bracing for the pain, 
You can give up or just give in with me, it's safe here by my side, 
And you can take from me this simple, easy gift 

Let the sun rain down like Saturday, the winter hide its face; 
Let the world go back into its angry corner -- 
Come to me, and I will be for you the quiet that you need, 
One small place to turn the chaos into order