travelogs (2)

I wish I could have have merged, then, 
Into the sea, and wind; 
I wish I could have vanished, and 
Just not come back again --

For this was all perfection, unlike 
All that just had happened: 
I wish that love had saved me, 
The way that I'd 

Imagined

under different clouds

So now you're under different clouds;
 that scenery, both blue and green,
 that once we saw together, is
 entirely through your eyes seen

This is the way: the way of those
 who try and fail at love's enclose;
 we reachers, stretched beyond all reach 
 who find that love's, at last,

 a beach

and that, at least

we stood there by the little brook 
both frozen in our sudden tracks; 
we held trite truth within our hands 
with late wind there upon our backs 

we felt hurt winter calling home 
the hard relief we longed to feel; 
we stood beside the silent ice 
and that, at least, 

was real

in the frost – 5

a fresh snow-blanket on the ground, 
a blanket of wool around her knees, 
the music that she loves the best, 
a slower night to be at ease -- 

and yet the sunset seems but gray, 
the night seems lost in ache, regret:  
her love has gone, he's gone away 
to someplace she can't follow 

yet

7 Autumn Moments (5)

In a teeming time,
By a longing lake,
We believed in love
For the loving's sake;

So we sang our songs,
And we held our hands,
And the sun shone bright
Off our wedding bands.

In a tangled time,
By a lonely lake,
We asked questions why
For the question's sake;

But the songs fell flat,
And the sun shone less
On two metal bands
Turned

Meaningless

your horizon

he was your horizon;
you were his fireplace.
you couldn’t know the winter spent
would melt away in grace —

the spice and smoke, they linger still,
the snow has turned to cotton —
and still you reach, reflexively,
for gone but not

forgotten

The Heart Goes Missing

When all the towers you could build
Come tumbling to the ground,
When all the music you have loved
Becomes just so much sound

When all that you held precious is
Dismissed for someone new,
The heart goes missing for a time
There's nothing you can do

Instead of heartbeats, there's an aching
Constantly, inside;
In lieu of courage, emptiness,
Where once there was some pride

They say the heart is broken, but
There's madness in its place:
I'd say the heart goes missing;
Numbness

Filling up


The space

I Once Believed

I once believed in happiness
Before the pain set in;
I once believed that love and hope
Were there to lose, or win

I once believed the old, old songs
About love strong and true:
I once believed in many things
When I believed
In you


(“I Once Believed” – 10-8-2014)

On These Docks

She walked out on these docks with him
About a life ago

In warm and windy memories
That only she will know

The boy who was her everything
Her fading Summer light

Until the darkness took him
Into everlasting
Night