I wish I could have have merged, then, Into the sea, and wind; I wish I could have vanished, and Just not come back again -- For this was all perfection, unlike All that just had happened: I wish that love had saved me, The way that I'd Imagined
I wish I could have have merged, then, Into the sea, and wind; I wish I could have vanished, and Just not come back again -- For this was all perfection, unlike All that just had happened: I wish that love had saved me, The way that I'd Imagined
So now you're under different clouds; that scenery, both blue and green, that once we saw together, is entirely through your eyes seen This is the way: the way of those who try and fail at love's enclose; we reachers, stretched beyond all reach who find that love's, at last, a beach
we stood there by the little brook both frozen in our sudden tracks; we held trite truth within our hands with late wind there upon our backs we felt hurt winter calling home the hard relief we longed to feel; we stood beside the silent ice and that, at least, was real
a fresh snow-blanket on the ground, a blanket of wool around her knees, the music that she loves the best, a slower night to be at ease -- and yet the sunset seems but gray, the night seems lost in ache, regret: her love has gone, he's gone away to someplace she can't follow yet
In a teeming time, By a longing lake, We believed in love For the loving's sake; So we sang our songs, And we held our hands, And the sun shone bright Off our wedding bands. In a tangled time, By a lonely lake, We asked questions why For the question's sake; But the songs fell flat, And the sun shone less On two metal bands Turned Meaningless
he was your horizon; you were his fireplace. you couldn’t know the winter spent would melt away in grace — the spice and smoke, they linger still, the snow has turned to cotton — and still you reach, reflexively, for gone but not forgotten
When all the towers you could build Come tumbling to the ground, When all the music you have loved Becomes just so much sound When all that you held precious is Dismissed for someone new, The heart goes missing for a time There's nothing you can do Instead of heartbeats, there's an aching Constantly, inside; In lieu of courage, emptiness, Where once there was some pride They say the heart is broken, but There's madness in its place: I'd say the heart goes missing; Numbness Filling up The space
I once believed in happiness
Before the pain set in;
I once believed that love and hope
Were there to lose, or win
I once believed the old, old songs
About love strong and true:
I once believed in many things
When I believed
In you
(“I Once Believed” – 10-8-2014)
She walked out on these docks with him
About a life ago
In warm and windy memories
That only she will know
The boy who was her everything
Her fading Summer light
Until the darkness took him
Into everlasting
Night