Heart of Daftness

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I had a crush
A crush I had
When I was just a boy –
I wanted to
Impress her, so
I came up with this ploy…

I ordered from
A comic book
A Spider-Man wrist band;
So I could catch her
In my web
And bring her close to hand.

But when I got it
In the mail
It wasn’t quite the thing –
A suction cup,
On one small dart,
Tied to a flimsy string.

But still the picture
In my mind
I just to had to pursue:
‘Cause when I caught her
(And I would!)
She’d love me, this I knew.

So she walked by,
She walked by me,
One day, right after school –
As I stood ready
“Spider-Man”
Not knowing fate is cruel.

I shot my dart
Like Cupid does
But I completely missed.
A hopeless nerd,
A loveless case,
With strings tied to his wrist.

And suddenly
I realized
For everyone to see
A super-hero
I was not
Nor would I ever be

From fantasy
To harsh real world
Are two extreme extremes:
The hobbies of
Teenagers might be
Our most desperate dreams

Desperate Empty

The daylight circled overhead
And grew, and rose, to shadows;
The world of grand iniquity
Lay just outside the line

The clouds of human madness, for
Which there exist no aloes
To balm the sting of carelessness,
Or loathing, over time

But there was us, and our regard:
Our carnal separation —
Which soon enough, we’d end, and shed
The articles between

For rampant though the evil be,
We must find sense in something;
And we found sense in all our senses
Spent behind a screen

For where there’s no analysis
There still is strength in blending,
In fingertips and arching reach
And sweat upon the head

The clouds had gathered overhead,
And far, October lightning —
And all that we could, we did,
Upon a spinning bed

The going day had turned to stop,
And night grew in indenture;
The fleeting hope we grew upon
Lay flat and cold and dead —

Of all the lessons we had learned,
This one had come the latest:
When hearts are desperate empty,
We’ll fill other things
Instead

She Called For Laughter

She called for Laughter in her pain,
But Laughter didn’t show;
For Humor that would keep her sane,
She searched both high and low

She wanted but to share a Smile,
Or something of that kind –
But Laughter, Smile and Humor left
And she got left
Behind