the colors of her waking dreams

the colors of her waking dreams 
were laid on papers as she fled 
into the pictures brought to life 
through breath she drew and paint she bled 

for though she worked within the dim 
the light she found was everywhere: 
the colors of her waking dreams 
removed whatever drab 

was there

the curse of royalty

She knew her roles, 
But didn't know 
How she could be 
All of those things; 

For though she showed 
Some aptitudes, 
They were not those 
Of queens or kings, 

But somewhat more like 
Circus clowns; 
A little scary, 
Out of date -- 

She knew what she 
Was s'posed to be; 
But some of us 
Just aren't 

That great

The Nonagenarian

Four-and-ninety years ago, 
He first came to these hills, 
The child of a couple doomed 
By undeveloped pills 

But somehow, he survived the times 
And lived on to relate  
The way he nearly fought the war 
(His birthday came too late) 

Instead, in southeast Asia, he 
Performed with passing valor 
A thing he sometimes thinks about, 
And wakes, in sweat and pallor 

But that was sixty years ago. 
So much around him changing, 
His escapades, mere stories now, 
His mind slowly deranging -- 

But in the hills again, he finds 
He can give up resistance, 
And hear the echoes of a past 
That other, whole 

Existence

it a place and you an architect

must you always build you must 
a sacred calling in your hands 
along a stretch of sinewed shored 
among the vanquished vanished strands 
the houses built into the hills 
the worlds you craft in mind and strength 
that come unbidden full and clear 
of love and height and home and length

I Watched Her Turn

I watched her turn into a soul 
That I could hardly recognize; 
And maybe it's just that I'm old, 
And she, a banquet for the eyes -- 

But there was more, and so much more: 
The restless hope that came that hour 
She realized her dreams were near, 
And getting them, within 

Her power

While Still In School…

While still in school, 
She thought she knew 
About her heart 
And how it grew 
From year to year
And face to face --  
And so, she took that  
Everyplace.

But now her past 
And present state  
Seem both too small, 
And yet, too great. 
Her heart a stranger 
In a mask, 
And each new face 
Another task.

Why is it, when 
We reach the age 
When we thought we  
Would be a sage, 
We then, instead, 
Become a fool? 
Why were we wiser 
Back in school?

In Search of Riches

He went in search of riches
In custom-tailored suits,
He grew close to the bottom-line
And refereed disputes

Until he was the one in charge,
His words consulted orbs,
His name appearing in the crawl,
On CNN, in Forbes --

And though he touches time and space
He still his old home visits
To feel again the dream he had
He'd one day have

No limits