she will knows wants

she will not say the secret words
she knows would bring him close to her;
she will not do the hidden thing
she wants to do, and would prefer —

she will believe in brighter days,
she won’t, at last, give in —
she wants, she will, she knows she wants
she will at last

begin

And Just Like That…


And just like that, the world gets flipped

And everything gets changed;

The certainties they thought they knew

Are mixed and rearranged.

 

It’s people being what they are,

Though we wish we were more —

And just like that, the pleasure starts

The grief that is

In store

three blue candles

three blue candles in a row
where she knew she shouldn’t go
in a room of closed desire
smoke now circles ever higher

lying thoughtlessly has crept
promises have not been kept
but she does not care somehow
in the feeling she has now

for the burning justifies
broken vows and sequent lies
as she bobs her pliant head
three blue candles by the bed

New Girl

She is a sight to see.

New Girl

There’s a new girl in the office
And she is a sight to see;
Crowds out thoughts of his career,
Family or dignity

Like a flame to oil and paper,
All’s ablaze since she was hired —
Graying men’s mid-age obsession
That they, too, might be
Desired

The Vixen

Who was it then who stole her man?
She thinks about it, hour on hour;
She sees a vixen in her mind,
A ruthless tramp who used her pow’r

To break a marriage, carelessly,
Some slut who took him by surprise:
Instead of someone, just like her,
Who had been fooled by smiles
And lies

The Affair

When memories come like blinding flashes
She just stops and holds her breath;
The loneliness of her existence –
So much fragile, silent death

The weight that’s slowly crushed her
Like entrapment ‘neath a concrete wall:
So better an empty, false connection
Than no
Connection
At all