12 Perspectives – 4

Music understands her,
 
Speaks straight into her soul;

It breaks through all the rules
 
And all the rigid self-control
  
 
That she's been taught's appropriate,
 
But feels like slavery --
 
For music understands her,
 
And sets her spirit
 
Free

12 Perspectives – 3

Fear and hope are sisters, oft confused;
The world has changed so fast since yesterday --
She could not have foreseen what she now feels,
For first times are like strangers in that way.
She wants to run, but also wants to stay:
Her expectation rises, and then sinks --
And why is everything so hard, she thinks.
 
It's all embarrassing, and very strange.
To wait and look, but hope that she won't see:
To relive every gesture and exchange,
And parse out every word to find the key
That can unlock this tangled mystery.
And car goes by, a bird flits through the yard:
She thinks, Why does it have to be so hard?

12 Perspectives – 2

It's hard: she feels the same,
But people see her differently,
And how she thought it was is not
The way things seem to be
 
She doesn't want her circle large
Or open, like the sea:
She only wants her loves and friends
In all their
 
Purity

12 Perspectives – 1

She knows, and knows, she doesn't know,
She loves to laugh, but even so,
The world is somber, flash and flame,
And life too sacred just to be a game --

Assurance, insecurity,
Adulthood or maturity,
These aren't the same, but are as one,
And life's too sacred not to be much fun --

There's fortune, and there's circumstance;
There's what can only be expressed in dance --

There's what she'll show, and what she won't,
And what you think you know, but really

Don't