as unremarkable as were our lives this was the world we knew in all its span and coming back it seems not large or small but just a place whose details once were keen within the eyes and minds still sharp with hope of me, my brother, sister -- in this grass behind this fence and up these gentle hills we played as children play, in joy and noise, as children still do near here, I can hear -- and that a smile brings like nothing else: the universal pattern come to life in memories both gray and tinged with death
