Hi.  I’m Natalie –

Let’s be quiet; Sara’s asleep in the other room

I love looking at her when she’s sleeping, she’s so little, so precious

But when she’s awake, sometimes, I just don’t what she wants

It’s been kind of lonely here

I mean, my friends go out at night, and I’m at home;

And while sometimes I meet my friends for lunch, they say all I ever talk about is Sara

They talk about classes and guys and parties, and I talk about Sara being able to roll over now

So, my friends don’t come around much

Jon seems to work longer and longer and he almost never comes by to see us

He said he wouldn’t be like that, like his dad was

I love her with all my heart, but, I didn’t realize it would be like this

I can’t go on like this

I’m just lost