confidence, that thief

back here, how strange it is, the heart is sore,
as memories like lies, and sons of lies
touch cold bare feet onto a frozen floor
beneath a ghost they sought to idolize

how comforting – the fault was never owned:
there need be nothing learned or set away
or carried into bright and awkward day
from pedestals where they have lived, enthroned

and stories, like a hive, are built and set:
the never-happened, covering regret
encapsulates, and keeps the real world out,
so progress can be stopped, along with doubt.

the old clock ticks, and day soon swallows night,
and never-can-be-wrong is never right

Repeated Lies

We all believe the lies
When they’re repeated oft enough —
We think we are immune;
We think we recognize fake stuff —

But I’m not sure at all,
I’ve made mistakes, I bear the welts —
We fool ourselves, so tell me now:
Why couldn’t
Someone else?

Imperfect Love (A True Story)

Imperfect love was perfect for them.
He recalls their wedding day —
Radiant in joy and sunshine,
Always, in his mind, that way

Never in a hundred lifetimes
Could he ever have foreseen
That she would be taken from him;
Left to celebrate and keen

For a ghost he longs for nightly,
Loneliest of earthly men;
Dreaming of imperfect love that
He will never find
Again

Sayless

There’s life and beauty, here, I see;

I reach to capture it in verse —

The world is better than my words,

And also, very, very, far much worse —

 

I heard a saying once, but I’d

Betray myself, if it I speak:

The sayless often show the truth

The resting often find the thing

They seek

“Happy lifestyle concept”

The scene is one of harmony
Though manufactured for the screen –
But image is reality:
We will believe what we have seen

Or heard among the many things
Put out there to control our thought.
We’re being played — we’re being had —
With out so much as being bought

As wandering through happy fields
To slaughterhouses we devise:
For fools we are, who acquiesce
To knaves who we all
Idolize

Shower of Spiders

I park in a garage at work
I walked in there last night;
About a dozen spiders fell
Mostly on my head and neck –
However, two fell down my shirt.

I can’t sing loud – but I did;
I cannot dance – but I did;
I’m very calm – except then;
It was no fun at all.

I struggled to unloose my shirt
To get both of them out of there;
Took off my tie, my button-down
And my t-shirt as well,
And then the cops showed up

I can’t tap dance – but I did;
Can’t spin long tails – but I did;
I’m very calm – except then;
It was no fun at all.

four beliefs

i keep these in my secret heart,
the four beliefs of mine:

love keeps us tethered to the soul
with hopeful bits of twine

that truth is a ubiquity
that few have eyes to see

there unity in differences
within humanity

and finally that, though may we scheme
and try to live our plan
the best that we can ever do
is do the best
we can