a needed love

You loved me because you felt
 someone needed to, or so you said.
 I don't know why that comes back now:
 those times are gone, and past, and dead, 

But memories come as silence guides,
 past icy forest's frozen shields,
 to someone who once needed love
 so much, he took one quite

 unreal

the Herd

 You just couldn't know what we were back then 
(And I know it's a weakness to look back on strength)
 The glories were few, the mistakes came again
 and again, as we worked to go every length --

 But then -- there were days, in the silver sun,
 When the world fell away for we fleeting few
 Who believed on the shores in eternal things,
 And who ran, because running was all

 We knew

shades of sunset

"The Lord God paints the sunset,
 the sky's His gallery --"
 I hear the words as they were said,
 those years ago, to me --

And through the shades of sunset,
 I can see what was meant:
 the things we know but cannot prove 
 were our way heaven-sent

But love was the best we had…

They tried to make things beautiful, 
Most years, they'd change a room -- 
They hung lights and placed furniture 
To stem the backyard gloom 

And we were rich, as some would reckon, 
Three kids, mom, and dad: 
We owned a house, we owned some things, 
But love was the best we had.

My father fought in Vietnam, 
My mom was raised in sorrow; 
We didn't owe a lot, my folks 
Were rather loth to borrow -- 

And things were calm, as some would see it, 
Yet we had seen loss: 
And though they made things beautiful, 
They felt it worth the cost 

To sit outside and watch the lights, 
Together, with the birds, 
And tell us that they loved us, though 
That wasn't said 

In words

the group therapy tango

 it takes two to tango,
 plus fourteen more to trip:
 i told my truth in such a group,
 or maybe, let it slip

 but i am grateful, for it, now:
 there's really no denying
 that when you're trying everything,
 you know at least

 you're trying

on the grass (1)

We wrote love letters on the grass
 we walked upon, with hand on hand,
 we spoke of all that it might mean,
 and thought that we could understand

But love, that love, was so much more
 than either of us then could know:
 we wrote love letters on the grass,
 for it, like love, could only

 grow

[ reading in an indoor tent ]

in times perhaps more innocent 
were countless perfect hours spent 
flashlight in hand and book on ground 
reading in an indoor tent 

it neither blocked out light or sound 
the pages read were not renowned 
for being literature at all 
and yet adventure there was found 

one still can see, can clear recall 
the stories large through eyes yet small 
while reading in an indoor tent 
with linen for both roof and wall

my father loved his apples

my father loved his apples, 
he had an expertise 
from hours spent when just child 
picking them off trees. 

i see them now, and think of how 
they kept him happy, trim --
my father loved his apples, 
and i guess i

loved him