2017 : March

The world was seized; I felt it’s sharp convulsion.
A force too great for me to comprehend
Had placed the light and dark into emulsion.
Yet there I was, as ready to pretend
That I could catch the storm, and apprehend
The waves and wind, as ever one man lied
From hapless vanity disguised as pride.

But cognizance of posturing does not
In/of itself acquit the foolish heart:
I’d tried to make the world go small by thought,
To make it somewhat tamable. In part,
I’d left the horse behind, and kept the cart.
The winds of March brought on a storm so great
That I sought to traduce – or sublimate.

The storms of earth and life are much the same;
We’ll turn away, until that proves in vain.
We try transforming them into a game
Of splashing puddles in the stinging rain,
Half ingenuity, and half insane.
For some things are too much for us, too real:
So maybe we should stop our thought, and feel.

The world was seized, and so, at last, was I.
The storm drowned out complacency in blasts
Of wind and rain that tore across the sky.
No hundred futures, nor a thousand pasts,
Could keep that wind from tearing at our masts,
And leaving broken ships washed up on shore:
Like this smashed hulk that I must
Answer for

2017 : February

Yes: the scent, the flavor, life is real:
Even when we cannot recall the way we used to feel.
Yes: the taste, the texture, and the bite,
The life in what is living, and the warmth in what is light.

For food, like rhythm, finds us where we are:
Like flashlights when confronted by a star,
The contrast’s sharp; we quickly, then, arrive
At knowing what it is to be alive.

Yes: the moments make up all there is,
With open eyes, in full mydriasis,
We take in yes the moment and the day;
The instant we would grasp
That slips
Away

2017 : January

We carried sacks and cases of confusion
Into a worried hurry towards the south;
A skin of conscience bluish with contusion,
And harbingers by word of pen and mouth

Surrounding us, as we turned off the headlights.
A Florida both neon-lit and cold,
Awaited us, to shield us from such sorrow
As makes the youngest happy heart turn old.

Our days upon the beach, the world turned warmer —
Or maybe we just tuned out of the freeze —
But every fish that swims knows her surroundings,
Just like the salt that rides the ocean breeze.

And after that, a drive along the railway.
A Bed & Breakfast in a depot town:
Where 1920, still alive, but sleeping,
Invited us to dine, and to slow down.

A picture both genteel, and unassuming:
A resting, an arresting of desire:
Of wooden floors of polished oak, and ceilings,
And reading by the dim light of a fire.

I saw my love, the girl inside the woman,
As shoes came off, and tumbled to the floor,
But nights, of course, they end, as do vacations,
And leave us hoping, hankering for more.

We carried all our sets of secret sorrows
Back home to tiny faces waiting there;
Some difference from breaking with surroundings
And breathing, maybe, slightly different
Air


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