I once knew how to lose myself:
Inside a book, a song, the trees,
An autumn day, a summer breeze,
A carnival, two deep brown eyes,
The restless friends with whom time flies --
My heart lived on a wider shelf
When I knew how to lose myself.
I once did not the whole world feel,
Just each thing that I saw, or heard:
A distant train, a mourning bird,
My mother humming in the yard,
The shuffling of each last card --
The day seemed so much less unreal
When all I felt was what I feel.

Oh yes, yes, yes! I love it. That was my childhood!
Yes, I check up on you occasionally. But worry not, I understand that we can’t talk again.
I’ve lost the ability to write.
💐