this weight my soul
it reaches helplessly
for thought for role
for ease for urgency

and though in still
after the cooling rains
the restless will
rejoinders and remains

this weight my soul
comes evening to attest
in part or whole
for better or for best

connections lost
mid atrophy and troll
the too-great cost
direction seeking goal

 all mixed and tossed

 this weight


 my soul