Yo, dude —
What the hell is up with these low-T stories? You had a girlfriend in college, and never slept with her? I think I might know why she left you. Seriously.
You know, it ruins poetry
To have to explain it.
I didn’t recount the story
To make myself look good,
Or make her look bad, or good,
I was trying to describe
A thing that happened.
Everything we do, as human beings,
Is dictated by either instinct (at worst)
Or emotion (at best).
It was the emotions I was
Interested in reliving: how it felt.
Our tendency, in these times,
Is to put things in some sort of
Bizarre moral context:
The “you-should-have-done-this-instead-of-that” world
You apparently live in.
When it comes to recounting events
The only thing that matters
Although I won’t deny that
When it comes to learning from them
A viewpoint something like yours
Comes into play.
What we learn from any relationship is always
Half about the other person
And half about ourselves.
Was not the issue;
Negotiating the desire to be
In control of my own feelings was.
The biggest issue I see with relationships —
Mine and everyone else’s —
Is the desire to be in control of the other person.
How to carry on relationships
On equal footing is always the real task.
But I appreciate your concern for my wellbeing,
And will consider your critique of my artistic choices
As time allows