I close my eyes, but I don’t sleep
I open them, but I don’t see
You are there with him
And always will be
I cook my food, but I don’t taste
I pour a drink, but yet feel dry
You are there with him
I’ve got no alibi
I wasn’t good enough for you
I wasn’t man enough for you
I wasn’t anything at all
You needed to
Be happy
I want to close my eyes and sleep
And never open them again
For you are there with him
And I
Am nothing
What was in the past can never be forgotten … Some past hurt still …
I feel like I’ve been in a similar place. Your strength brought you out of it.
Past yet broke my heart a bit. Beautifully scribbled. <3