he tried, but
there’s an end to every game,
and while days seem the same,
from inside, there is one
that’s not
like other days
he lacked, and
knew he’d always ever lack,
he didn’t have the knack,
for inside, he found one
who was
turned side-aways
for help, he couldn’t reach;
for friends, he couldn’t call —
then he laid down,
he laid down on the bareness of his bed,
and through the aching in his head, he heard
a violin
who understood
it all

A real picture just being forged right in front of my eyes… Beautifully expressed.
I can relate when you say-
“for help, he couldn’t reach;
for friends, he couldn’t call —
“