Bryan’s Winter Memory

everything he ever wanted
but wouldn’t even risk dreaming
was happening

he didn’t need to say the perfect thing
or be the perfect guy
he just needed her

and she was like
bathing in flowers

somewhere, beyond
even winter’s warmest beauty

was the feel of her

He Listened

She said to come and love her, since
To love needed no reason —
He listened, as was due her need,
Responding, then, in kind

She said to keep the covenant;
To break it would be treason —
He listened, as was fit and right,
And so kept true in mind

She said: to love, it knows no age,
No distance, and no season —
He listened, with his ears and heart
Although his eyes grew blind

    So keep the windows, open, and
    Let all the light and breeze in —
    And listen, always, to your love,
    And so be
    Intertwined

Screens II

She thinks about a boy she knew
Some thought an ignoramus;
He loved her rocky, yes, but true,
Before she was so famous

For image now is everything,
But it’s not really fair:
To build your everything from stuff
That isn’t really
There

Screens

He was in love with her when she
Was just a starving actress;
They rode their love out fitfully
On one three-coil mattress

He sees her up there, on the screen,
And knows he’s been her lover;
But screens, he’s learned, are fickle things,
And sometimes just
A cover

Upon This Lane

Upon this lane, in former times,
We’d see them, walking hand in hand;
A pretty girl, a handsome boy,
It seemed they had their futures planned,
Right here – in former times.

Upon this lane, the sunset fell,
And he walked by one day, alone,
For she was gone, that pretty girl,
And darkness in his eyes had grown
After the sunset fell.

Upon this lane he shuffles by,
A limping man you’d never know
Had been a lover in his time
As bright as any beam or bow –

For hearts beat on, when often they
Have lost their cause for beating;
The sheep are in the meadow now,
I hear them back there, bleating —

He walks now, with his hat and cane,
The sunset goes, the night comes on –
A handsome boy who lost his love
And waits to sleep, and find the dawn
Where he will touch her hand once more,
Upon this lane,
Upon this lane.

Love, and The Distant Winter

She’d always liked him, but he was
Her older brother’s friend;
She thought he’d never look at her
That way

For seasons pass, and days go by,
And dreams come to an end,
And expectation leaves. But then,
One day —

He saw her in the winter snow,
Just passing in the street;
And asked her out to dinner,
On the spot

And now, it’s been five years, and she
Cannot imagine how
They’ve come so far, or how it’s stayed
So hot –

But unimagined times can come.
She lives and knows that now —
The time goes sailing by,
It fairly hums –

She doesn’t take for granted
What she yearned for all those years —
Just lives and loves each day
The way it comes