The Ghost of Christmas Failed

There’s clamor in the house tonight
And tempers running high;
With people disappointed
In the year that’s just gone by –

We hurt each other so,
But we just will not change our ways;
I wish that I could fix us
And could lift off this malaise –

There’s fire in my belly, and
There’s aching in my head;
The Christmas lights are up
But all they symbolize seems dead –

I want to run away from here
And don’t care where I roam:
From this family, with its secrets,
And this house that’s not
A home


(Originally posted 12-25-2013)

one that was.

one that was,
and two that were:
three that met
with sorrow —

one that is,
now two are not:
reaching for
tomorrow.

one that was,
who stretches on:
carrying
a burden

love that was
is evermore:
just behind

the curtain

Common Stories – 1

Once, they fed each other cake,
Now, all of that seems surreal —
Once, they felt each other’s hearts,
Now, they each can barely feel

Anything for one another:
Anything but pain and grief —
Once they dreamed of one forever,
Wow. Forever turned out to be

 
Brief

The Darkness Always Comes

Behold, the darkness always comes:
Predictable as your next breath,
A radio plays far away,
And strangers move through shadows —

An orange slice, a child’s tears,
The beating of forgotten drums:
Another hour started light,
Behold: the darkness always

Comes

The Cheerless Road of Winter

The saddest day I’ve ever had
Lies shrouded there, in time;
The nights I spent among the mad,
These are not yet in rhyme

The cheerless road of winter, where
Despair was born of doubt –
Just like the greatest loss I’ve known
That I don’t write about

Yet, I hope what I do not say’s
Relatable, somehow –
There’s madness in the very air,
It’s all around us now

Still there, within the frozen past,
The branches bare I see;
A lonely road in winter, where
I lost the best
Of me

in november

i tangled you in snow because
you tangled me in dreams;
i sought you in november, by
a thousand frozen streams

you bade me to remember that
a heart was made for breaking;
despairing winds were blowing, and
like me, the leaves were shaking

i tangled you in dreams because
you mangled me in snow;
in cold november once, beside
the fields of long
ago

A Heartache Song

Time was, I sang a heartache song
Of lonely nights and frozen days;
I sought the soul’s poor comfort long,
And waited for the new sun’s rays

Back then, I dreamed a dream of you,
Who’d love me as I truly am —
Time was, I sang a hopeful song:
Still thinking you might give
A damn

Mugged By Love

Lonely Street

It picks you up and throws you down
It kicks your can all over town
It likes to make you think it’s gone
Then waylay you on your front lawn

It waits in alleys patiently
To jump out unexpectedly
And slap you with its velvet glove
Yes, you, sir – have been mugged by love