Absentminded

Elephant

I’m growing absentminded;
It seems that I forget
Exactly where I’m going,
Or if I am there yet

My heart is full of passion,
There’s ardor in my eyes:
If I knew where the hell I was
It really would be
Nice

The feeling, weightless

The feeling, weightless: letting go –

To land and turn, then swing again:

To know the breathless joy of flight

The way you do — no did — back then

 

To hear the laughter you recall

Of kids and swings, and their rapport —

The feeling, weightless: letting go –

To land and just be young

Once more

Choking Off Your Own Voice

To feel the world, you must be open to it,
But opening’s a painful process now;
With risk-taking, the only way’s to do it,
But it’s been years since you’ve forgotten how

You do not feel the air as you inhale it,
You do not see the sun, the moon or stars;
A chance will come, but you will not avail it,
And more of who you were is stored in jars

So don’t remain here, choking off you own voice,
The world is still out there for you to see;
The bitterness you feel – that is your own choice,
You are the person that you chose to be

For sorrow needn’t stay because we age;
New hope can put to sword
Your dying
Rage

Young Love Days

I remember young love being like a surprise present I never imagined getting; it wasn’t better than what I have now, nor is the fondness of the memory diminished because it broke long ago. Like this road I walked on back in young love days, it’s just one more part of the tapestry that makes up who I am; and my smile is really one of recognition for a part of me that’s always been there, but overlooked for years.

Travelogue Cabin

Alaskan Highway

The journey’s almost over

But the miles roll by at the same speed as ever

Whatever all I’ve seen

And wherever I’ve slept

My dwelling has remained the same

Perspectives can grow

Ideas can change

But they always stay within the same house

They started in

My Long Best Friend

My long best friend and nemesis

Whom I have loved for many years –

But who a fickle heart displays

To tease me as she does —

 

Through long depression, years of hurt,

She’d touch me when I would touch her;

And I would like to think that, still,

It is the way it ever was

 

The decades go, my long best friend:

The tunes we think will never end

They leave our fingers and our ears

And melt into the wilting years

 

And loyalty goes unremarked

Until at last, it all goes

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