I find no evidence whatever
Of a link, causal or statistical
Between aging
And maturity
The feeling, weightless: letting go –
To land and turn, then swing again:
To know the breathless joy of flight
The way you do — no did — back then
To hear the laughter you recall
Of kids and swings, and their rapport —
The feeling, weightless: letting go –
To land and just be young
Once more
To feel the world, you must be open to it,
But opening’s a painful process now;
With risk-taking, the only way’s to do it,
But it’s been years since you’ve forgotten how
You do not feel the air as you inhale it,
You do not see the sun, the moon or stars;
A chance will come, but you will not avail it,
And more of who you were is stored in jars
So don’t remain here, choking off you own voice,
The world is still out there for you to see;
The bitterness you feel – that is your own choice,
You are the person that you chose to be
For sorrow needn’t stay because we age;
New hope can put to sword
Your dying
Rage
I remember young love being like a surprise present I never imagined getting; it wasn’t better than what I have now, nor is the fondness of the memory diminished because it broke long ago. Like this road I walked on back in young love days, it’s just one more part of the tapestry that makes up who I am; and my smile is really one of recognition for a part of me that’s always been there, but overlooked for years.
Youth is not just gone,
It’s buried
Beneath years of snow
When he waits
For the crowd to leave,
It’s safer
My long best friend and nemesis
Whom I have loved for many years –
But who a fickle heart displays
To tease me as she does —
Through long depression, years of hurt,
She’d touch me when I would touch her;
And I would like to think that, still,
It is the way it ever was
The decades go, my long best friend:
The tunes we think will never end
They leave our fingers and our ears
And melt into the wilting years
And loyalty goes unremarked
Until at last, it all goes
Dark