the colors of her waking dreams
were laid on papers as she fled
into the pictures brought to life
through breath she drew and paint she bled
for though she worked within the dim
the light she found was everywhere:
the colors of her waking dreams
removed whatever drab
was there
Who was this friend you lost? He was
A spirit floating in the air,
A song you knew that suddenly
Would morph, and change, and go somewhere
It didn't seem to be made to go.
The shape: a hole -- the place: within --
Who was this friend you lost? He was
The 'is' within whatever's
Been
This age is one with an abundance of anxiety and a shortage of respect.
Much of our anxiety comes from having more choices available to us than humans are wired to be able to handle. Our lack of respect seems to then come from how we narrow the choices available to us through willfully ignoring (or misunderstanding) others.
The library was that first place
That I could find most anything:
At age eleven, eyes gone wide,
At what new wonders it would bring --
We could but only take (of course)
A few things out on any day;
Although it seemed to hold the world,
To get it piece-wise was the way
That we could get it. Slowly, then,
The pictures would develop, as
We read, imagined, learned, and grew.
Like when I wanted to hear jazz:
The headphones on, one at a time,
I heard the songs I read about
And felt the imperfections of
The medium, but had no doubt
That what I heard was real, and true.
Connected then to history
By all the work it took to hear
Those things available to me
But gradually, laborious.
Right now, I could hear any song
That's ever been recorded, but
I listen less, and not for long,
For we're not limited to what
We've paid for, or we can check out:
The songs are all there for our ears
But where to start, or where about
Is overwhelming. We employ
Then social markers, to denote
The things we will consume instead:
The same way that we think, and vote.
There is an 'us', there is a 'them' --
This reasserts the borders that
We long to have; and so we live
An inch deep and a mile
Fat