My brother, the dreamer of secret dreams, when this motel was fresh and new, walked with me down to the Coke machine, back to our room with a poolside view Eyes closed, my neon lids show me my younger eyes alight beside a blue, cornflower blue sweet pool my lonely, lonely brother smiling, laughing — My family, well-meaning and clothed in whispers, playing and growing in luxuries lost, luxuries lost, like my family itself, in the overgrown ruins of what once was