The world was full of ghosts today,
Although of my own making;
I took them with me for a drive,
A half-day’s undertaking
Out past the place our voices rang
That now just echoes hollow:
The first site of your sad despair,
A place I could not follow
Our dreams, they crumble into dust,
And with the wind, they scatter:
The love we give is everything,
But often, doesn’t matter
So much we do discomforts us,
In wellness, or in illness —
For life is motion, all the time,
Though we might gather stillness
This place – I was a different man –
So much I hoped to do;
I focused all I had to give
On what I gave to you
But none of that now signifies.
I turn to take my leave;
I cannot fix what’s broken, nor
Have I the strength to grieve
I drive the country, ghosts in tow,
And bedlam in my head;
The sun is sinking, very low,
And how I long for bed —
I daily just distract myself
So I won’t go back there:
I understand the haunted looks
The aging often wear
For loss is just inherent in
Love’s final definition:
Those first few moments midwifed, or
The last with a mortician
And I feel myself setting,
Just the same way as the sun —
The world is full of ghosts tonight,
And I should know —
I’m one
Beautiful poem, a window on our world.
Only do be careful you don’t actually become one. Most mortals require some sleep!